Photographer of Families, Small People and Delightful Places, Travel and Lifestyle Writer and Blogger, Lives in Newcastle, Loves the North, Often Accompanied By A Beagle Named Holly Bobbins

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

I thought I had better...

blog today, I haven't yet and to be honest there's not much to tell, I try to keep this blog as positive as I can but today there are things going on which are not so positive and to be honest I really don't want to remember them in the future when I look back at these pages so I'll just say that sometimes in life you really feel that God is actually officially having a laugh!!


Paul is going to the job centre tommorrow for an interveiw about getting some work, he's been looking after me for several years now and there were times I was so ill I couldn't manage but now I'm as well as well can be considering I have agoraphobia, I'm working on that one too though, the agoraphobia that is!!

I think our lives are due for a change and although it will be tough on Paul considering he suffers from psychotic anxiety or paranoia with psychosis (depending on whether you speak to a therapist or psychiatrist) he's doing it for us though as we really can't go on sinking, I'm not on the titanic, I'm on the Good ship Charlton. Of course you may be sitting there wondering why it's not me who's out there looking but I have my job with Happy Scrapper which I love more than life, I'm a design team manager and I also help out looking for new and wonderous products and I'm now in charge of their online gallery, I'm very good at multi-tasking.

Also I have migraines mostly every day due to the above condition and it's muich easier for me to take time out if I'm at home, I could do loads of online jobs though so if anyone is looking and wants to offer a passionate crafter an online job or atleast one that fits in with motherhood and aneurysms then let me know!! Any magazine editors looking in should know that I would truly like the chance to write articles and generally spread the passion, I've also taught classes in scrapping/crafting so anyone looking in who wants a teacher, I am available to travel the country far and wide, ignore the agoraphobia I'm totally working on that one and I reckon in a few months no one will ever know that it existed!!

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