I had more Reiki today, for moments as I lay there I felt my body lift off the table, it was transcendental, it was spiritual and it was my moment, today I saw gold and I felt warm and afterwards my beautiful, gorgeous reiki practitioner Susan told me that she could see my face changing, she told me I was becoming more glowy, going back to the Goddess I used to be before all of the mess began, reconnecting with myself, the universe and God, the energies, the vibrations, those higher powers that we need to embrace to help to recreate and fulfil our goals on the earth.
I am at a crossroads, I know where I want to be and I know what I want, I have asked myself the three important questions I ask other entrepreneurs or people in need of guidance -
1. Where are you right now?
2. Where do you want to be?
3. What are you going to do to get there?
I'm struggling with the third answer, lots of things are beyond my control but there are certain aspects I know I can already plug into, focus on and with a little energy I might just make it through the first few steps.
Strangely for me and I know I'm usually so honest and open but I don't want to go into it all yet, one thing I am fixed upon is that I want to work hard to make sure that I am not only continuing to write but that I am focused on wanting to write more and I want that writing to make me more of an income than it is currently, I want to couple it with sensational imagery, the kind I've learned to create magic with over the last 10 years but I need to take the direction of travel and lifestyle more seriously than I ever have before. I will never give up being a family portrait photographer because it lives in my soul but it's also a very demanding career and I can't see me shooting 10 portrait sessions a day every weekend for the rest of my life, especially during the winter months when my Raynaud's Phenomena is at it's worst. Shooting for extended periods in the snow, for example, can be utterly painful.
So I have a plan or the start of a plan, in the same way, you helped spread the word about my dating profile, how about this for an idea? If you're reading my blog and you usually enjoy dipping in and out, you don't have to read every article, It's a cornucopia after all and some parts will always be more relevant than others but what if you told a friend about my blog? Would it be possible that I could double my readership? What if you told someone you thought would really get it? Would they then go and tell someone else as well? Joel A Barker says "When you drop any new idea into the pond of the world, you have to be aware that you will be creating a cascade of change"
So, you tell someone and I'll keep writing and in fact I'll write more, I'll write faster and harder and better than ever before as my gift back to you and the rest of the universe.
Thank you in advance lovelyinternet friends, thank you!